Wednesday, August 3, 2011
death- of me or someone I love
large things- I actually found out that it's a 'phobia' Megalophobia- look it up! i freak out over expanses of earth, nuclear power plants, and quarries to name a few and want to either scream, cry, throw up, or all three. Go to google maps and chose satellite and and zoom out of a forest, river or ocean.. yeah that I can not handle.
bugs- yeah, I know, I'm such a girl. It's gotten wore with every year
blood/needles- tattoos and piercings don't really count, they are more of a thrill.. but bloodwork and shots- YIKES!!!
making phone calls. - I know, I know,. but I REALLY hate doing it, it freaks me out
meeting new people- I want to meet new people but it's scary to me
failing- If I don't think it's something I can't do, then I just stop trying to do it. If I'm not perfect, then I don't even want to try it. I NEED to get over that!
ghosts or people breaking into my house- mainly when Matt isn't here. I can't even take a shower or blow dry my hair with out freaking out that someone is in the same room
Honestly, this list could go on and on.. I am scared of EVERYTHING! I can't even watch a scary movie trailer- no lie, I really can't. and if I do, you better believe I am making Matt go in the bathroom with me when I have to pee. I just typed the first 8 things that came to my mind